hello world and what a fine day it is today…. just kidding. But today was pretty fine. Actually It was way more than that. You remember me telling you that me and my ex were
“working things out” (or that at least was my excuse) we met up today for …about the third time this week. I cant help myself I want more!!! His irresistable looks
and his stupid charm always get to me. Hes lucky i love him so much to get all these mesquito bites for him. We sat out in the middle of a ditch (well sorta) and looked
at the stars and made out. Some life im living right? Mabey I gave in too soon because now im his … for the secound time. I mean being broken up for 5 months made me think
that i really want to be with him. This time i actually remember the time and the date (he usually remembers all that stuff) we got back together at 7:25 pm wednesday the 17th of
october (: . oh yes. But honestly i think this life high will come down eventually. Even though he makes me nervous when ever he says he would come or when we pick him up hes seen me
when im crying my eyes out and he knows literally everything about me. Some people would kill for what i have and honestly im glad i have it. Ive needed him so much and im glad hes back
with me. All these words are just coming into my fingers and its like they just… come natural. Im not sure if thats a good thing but at least life now is balenced. Mabey rubbing that boodah belly
at the beginning of the day really did give me luck after all. (btw i have an obsession of boodahs). Also i prayed to God for a sign and HONEY i think i got it! mabey he made him leave for a wake
up call. To give him a wakeup call or … mabey the both of us. This is going to be weird for me. I just got used to being single and now im back in a relashionship. Am i crazy?
The single life was pretty great. Not having to deal with anyone or not having to care about anyone but yourself. When im in a relashionship i only worry about the other person
and less of myself. But this time its going to change. But world just tell me…. did i forgive him too fast ? or is this all just a dream?