im sory world i have let you down. Having dealing with a significant other, school, my sisters birthday and wondering what to get her, and time my balence in life has been sucking terrably. Because time seems to slip out of my hands latly and honestly thats never fun. But this world isn’t fun…usually. All most all the people im surrounded by are eather politicians, jesus freaks, or the light stoner but occionaly we get the heavy stoner and those arnt fun. It usually feels like im talking to a stick…a very large, tall, and breathing stick that no dog would ever want to chase after because it would taste like weed and what ever they were spiking together. Mabey some achole somewhere in there i dont know. All in all my life is boring. If im not talking about politics or jesus i have school or my pets or my family. This teenage life of mine has gotten stranger and stranger by the minute and all it needs is time for me to possably exploid from thinking about how boring my life is or how confusing it is. Why cant my life be a movie? Where the guy gets the girl and they ride off into a bmw beatle into the sunset with flames on the side or I would be walking out onto a foot ball fild on a Saturday afternoon after denention and having the sing “don’t you forget about me” playing on the background. Sadly my life isn’t like that. The romance scenes in my life are sneaking around in the back of cars making out and occasionally getting to watch the sunset and possably count some stars. I like to stop and think for a while but i hate how sometimes i dont get that. Well we all dont get everything right? Things that happen happen for a reason and sometimes its just not fair … i guess you can look at it that way. I will cut this one short and say one last thing. I got some comments the other day and they were sweet. Who ever wrote those thank you. Those make me want to go on with this and keep it going. Im glad yall like me… the only me<3